In Happiness and Guilt

It's been a while ...
The parents have left Berkeley, the crazy work schedule I have gotten used to by now, the extra-curricular volunteer work with Trikone is on the lull which in effect rules out all my excuses for not having the time to write.

In all honesty, I just have to be in the right frame of mind to be true to something, which I realize I dont have to make excuses for anymore.

When I started this blog, it was meant to be shown one day to one of my wonderful sisters, who is the only person in my family to know about the "other" part of my life (I would have used the term "real me" here, but only three people in this world know that person :)). It was her reaction to my coming out, that prompted me to figure that if only she knew what was going on in my head; she would learn to accept the difference.

The guilt in my title stems from the fact, that I have not been paying enough attention to make my logic work. I am happy however that during the time I was not looking, my words were still being appreciated. It's funny how, it was the latter that had me smiling and take to the keyboard once again.

Self Realization Fact - Don't take me on guilt trips ... show me the love instead.